A promise to always be a friend.
Being able to talk and work through problems
is a promise you make to a friend.
Being happy to see the other get what they want
is a promise you make to a friend.
How do you one day be a friend and the next
act as if you have never met one another.
How do we go back and be the friends we once were.
How do we work through the problems that have pulled us apart.
How do I make what once was a promise be a promise again.
How do I make you realize how it hurts me to loose you.
I want our promise of friendship to last, please tell me how.

All those lonley nights

since I last saw you.
Now that were through,
I've found someone new.

All those lonely nights,
looking up at the stars,
looking down at the grass,
you seem so far.

All those lonely nights,
you left me alone.
Never asked me out,
not even on the phone.

One day I got up.
I hopped in the shower.
Not realizing the time,
I gave it one more hour.

You never did call.
Not even a letter.
Now I found someone new.
It was probably for the better.

Falling... falling..... falling.......
     into a deep hole...
     filled with blackness...
     and sorrow...
     everything seems hopeless...
     without any resolve...
     the littlest things hurt...
     and the biggest things numb...
     somehow nothing matters...
     and nothing will help...
     but you try...
     you give me a hand...
     but i wouldn't grasp it...
     you give me a rope...
     but i wouldn't tie it...
     you give me a parachute...
     but i won't open it...
     when it seemed you had nothing left...
     you gave me your love...
     and that stopped my fall...

    Did you ever fall in love-
    But knew she didn't care,
    Do you ever feel like crying-
    But knew it would get you nowhere.

    Did you ever look into her eyes-
    And say a little prayer,
    Did you ever look into her heart-
    And wish that you were there.

    Did you ever watch her dancing-
    With the lights turned way down low-
     Did you ever whisper, God I love her so-
     But could never let her know.

     Did you ever wonder where she is-
     And wonder if she's true-
     One minute you'll find happiness-
     And the next you'll be blue.

     So my friend don't fall in love-
     The price you pay is high,
     If I could choose between love and death-
     I think I'd rather die.

     So my friend don't fall in love-
     No matter what you do,
     Just look at me and then you'll know-
     Because I've fallen in love with you.

For now I walk these halls in silence
Where laughter once was heard.
For now I've subjected my thoughts to violence.
I killed the gentle bird.
But now I see you standing,
All alone and you look cold.
So I'll go soon to your side.
You, in my arms I'll hold.
For now you listen to my fear.
Really listen, not just hear.
For now you care for what I say.
You take the time out of your day.
For now you slowly disappear.
Never knowing when you'll reappear.
For now my pillow lies damp and cold.
Without you here to love and hold.
For now I'll do the thing I should.
Slowly forget, do you think I would?
For now I find the strength somehow.
I'm strong on my own
I'm okay... for now.

Wanting to kiss you
Your big brown eyes
Led me to believe
You could be the one
One I could trust
One I could hold
One who would love me
Never leave me and never hurt me
The feeling I had when looking in your eyes
Is nothing I've ever felt before
Almost to scared to look any deeper.

Your polite words and gentle care
Your cute little smile
When I stared
Into those eyes
I swear, I fell in love with
Only if you knew
What I was feeling
Then maybe we could try
But how could I come to tell you?

Today is the same as
any other day.
I got dressed today,
just like I always do.
And I'll live my life
normally.
I'll still breathe,
and I'll still think.
My heart beats the same
as it has always done.
The only difference
is my heart
is broken in two.
My eyes are the same
color brown as they have been
all my life.
The only difference
is that they are
filled with tears.
I'll go one laughing and smiling,
but inside, I'm dying.
My other friends are there just like
any other day.
The only thing missing right now
is you.
The only thing I don’t have
is you.
So you go on living your life
with no worries or cares.
You can smile because
you don't hurt.
I wish I was part of your life again.

A distance so long,
a moment to keep,
two hearts so strong,
a love so deep,
so many tears to dry,
so much love to give,
so many days to cry,
but a whole life to live,
a memory in your head,
you want to keep it but it will disappear,
you want to keep it alive but it's dead,
it's one heart with fear,
love is a thing you can not buy,
love is a thing you can get,
love is a thing that can not die,
love is a thing you can not forget.....

Thru the park
I did dwell.
I loved a boy
And loved him well.
He came and took my heart from me
But now he wants to set me free.

One day he put a strange girl on his knee
And told her things he never told me.
Now I understand why
For she was far prettier than I.

I went straight home that night and said,
"Mother, dear, I'm going to bed."
My father came home late that night
And searched for me from left to right.
Thru my bedroom door he broke
And saw me hanging from a rope.

"Oh daughter, dear, what have you done?
You've killed yourself for one man's son?"
He took a knife and cut me down
And on my dresser this note was found:

Dig my grave and dig it deep.
Of marble stone from head to feet.
And on my stone place a dove.....
To show the world I died for love.

Who knows what would happen?
He could be the one,
but he is a friend

nothing could go wrong you say,
So you ask him out anyway

he says yes to your question,
but after a while it darkens

you try to remain good friends,
but after dating it doesnt feel the same

you miss him so,
you know you've lost a good friend

you yearn to have him back,
but he doesnt feel the same

you cry and you regret,
why did I have to wonder?

now I am alone,
no one to turn to

I'll never feel the same.

I don't know what happened??
I thought I did everthing right.

I always was there,
and I never said I didn't care

now I am alone,
no one to hold

he's gone for good,
and I can't figure out why?

we were doing great,
then he was gone

so I wonder over and over,
what went wrong??

then I realize,
he never loved me back.